narcissism
I've been hesitating to sink deep into this process of mine, of anonymously posting my process in order to crystalize and own it right now.
and now I'm hesitating again.
I'll just publish and come back later perhaps
Synchronicity
I mentioned Elliot in my blog yesterday, and he showed up on my Facebook page today out of nowhere. Probably because Facebook told him it was my birthday. But still. I half-assed a Tarot reading today. Every card teased me with this conflict, is this a cold read or do the cards say this? Am I just seeing what I want to see? And who am I reading for right now? And honestly life all around me is fucked up right now. But I can't complain. I shouldn't complain. I have to keep trying to live in this skin again. That's all.
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